No.. I'm so bored with my life. maybe I've watched or read too many fiction books and movies.
Basically my life now is:
-wake up early in the morning
-go to school
-survive
-go home
-do my homework
-go to sleep.
and it happens repeatedly every single day. I'm just exhausted from all of that activity. School isn't just draining my mind but also my energy. I mean, I want to keep my energy to do other activities but I can't. I think school doesn't realize that I do have another life besides school. I do have a family and I'd love to hang out with them and just chit chat with my friends and read a books or watch movies. I need a me time, Dammit!
I need a time for just focusing with myself without people bother me with questions or some stupid stuffs. I need a new places and new people. I need to escape from my daily routine and just relax without having to worry about people around me because I don't really know them and same as them. I need to get away to new, relaxing place. I dream of that.
I want a week off:( I want to go somewhere new and relax there. Maybe a shore? but not that too hot beach. I want a cold and windy beach. And stay in my hotel room for a day and just reading books and stay in bed and if I get bored, I just walk around the town visiting some cool new places and learn new culture and then if I get tired I just sit there in a coffee shop and order a hot chocolate and being comfortable in a couch and wearing a warm sweater and continue my reading.
BUT, I can't do that since I have to live my life as a student and have to go to jail I mean, school... everyday. It's not that I hate school, I hate the system and the rules. When in fact that system and rule are not really working for us, we still dumb anyway! ugh just to think about school makes me feel I want to vomit.
