sucks

hey, i think my life's sucks! I thought I'm actually good at something, English. apparently, I'm not as good as i thought. i failed in english competition and you know what's worse? the fact that *****a passed that damn competition. why? because every teacher and my classmate ALWAYS compare me to her. Yeah, she's my friend but I don't like being compared to her. I know she's pretty, neat, and smart and organized. Yeah, I'm not like her at all. I'm such a mess. I can't be as organized or as neat as her but that's who I am. Don't you think I'll change to someone who isn't me just because you all doesn't like the way I am now. I hate the way everybody thoughts that I can't be success in the future because they thinks that I'm such a mess. Well guess what? someday I'll get the successful carrier and get a bright future and success in my own way. And I'll get the hell outta this damn city. AND I'LL NEVER EVER LOOK BACK. I'll just gonna say, ADIOS, BITCHES!!!