Hey
So I am officially a college girl now
I am currently studying Human Resource Management at Akademi
Pimpinan Perusahaan.
Remember in my last post I stated how I kinda hoped I get in
to that campus so it wouldn’t cost a lot of money.
Well it did come true and here I am
I still don’t understand why the fuck I could get in here
though. I mean, I didn’t even study for the test and I did the test basically
by my own imagination and my fucked up logic.
I don’t even like this major though, I don’t even know or
like any of these thing in Human Resource Management.
My heart still in
English Literature because I absolutely like culture, english, writing, et
cetera.
I am basically doing this because my hell of a mother forced
me to.
Because she said my future would be great if I get in this
college and take this major YEAH BUT WHAT ABOUT MY HAPPINESS AND MY PASSION IN
JOURNALISM mom?
I still have no idea what I would be after graduating from
here I mean when I graduate from here I only get a diploma degree not a
bachelor and it’s human resource management and it’s limited and FOR FUCK SAKE
MY MAJOR ONLY LEARNS ENGLISH FOR 2 BLOODY SEMESTERS GEE MY FAVORITE SUBJECT:”””(
I have to learn such things as business math, accounting,
economy, ALL OF THOSE SHITS THAT I’VE BEEN AVOIDING IN HIGH SCHOOL GEE AM I
CURSED OR WHAT
My heart is screaming “what the fuck are you doing in here
you idiot” everytime I enter a class
Anyway, I think I’m gonna try the sbmptn thingy again next
year AND HOPEFULLY I CAN GET THAT MOTHERFUCKING ENGLISH LITERATURE PROGRAM.
