Remember when I said I couldn’t wait to
get out and leaving all of this behind? Now I’m at the end of high school and I
don’t think I’m ready to leave it all behind. Yes my high school life wasn’t
that good but I have had experiences in my life during high school. All the
good memories, good times that I had, all had happened in high school. I don’t
think I’m ready to say goodbye to that times that will never happen again ever.
During high school, I think I grew alot,
emotionally and mentally. High school taught me a lot about life. In the past 3
years I’ve been changing so much. Me in junior year is so much different from I
am right now. I was childish, spoiled brat and for 3 years I had been given the
tough situations that made me who I am today. All the bad things had happened
to me for the past 3 years and I had managed to survive.
And for this 3 years, I’ve met the
people that taught me a lot and I am so grateful for that. This people in my
school in my class year.. Well I’d never thought I’d say this but man, I’ll
miss them so much. They grew on me and yes some of them are annoying as hell
but I managed to get used to it and it’ll be so weird not meeting them again
for a long time after high school.
I also met my bestfriends as I call it.
I actually had never even thought this people would become my bestriends but
here I am loving this hot headed girls that I call my bestfriends. I had never
thought they would mean so much to me. All the good memories in high school,
most of them including them. I am comfortable around them, I share every
moments with them and all of sudden we will be apart and the worst part is I
might not gonna see them for a very long time. I’ll miss them so much, I’ll
miss the moments I spent with them and that’s gonna hurt like a bitch.
I still remember the first day of high
school, it was awkward and I was so excited and now I’m about to graduate. That
sucks because I remember every single
moments of high school and I want to go back and start it all over again. I
don’t wanna let go of those memories and I wanna re-live it again. I don’t want
this memories to fade away. I don’t want to forget this as I grow older.
I don’t want to grow up.
I don’t want to grow up if it means I
have to say goodbye.
I hate saying goodbyes to things I’m
used to and to people that I love.
It’s depressing to think as we graduate
we will face our own ways. And we’ll drift apart and eventually we’ll be just a
faded memories to each other. And when we meet again, we’re not as close as we
are now. We become strangers to each other and we have our own life without
including each other. And then we’ll chit chat about lives and we move on with
our own lives.
I don’t wanna be a strangers to them.
God, I hate growing up.
“Cherish
your high school friends, they’ll end up being strangers for the rest of your
lives” –Tumblr
That quote is so sadly true. In the end,
no matter how close we are to high school friends, for the rest our lives
they’ll end up being a strangers to us.
That’s why I hate graduating high school.
Because they mean so much to me to be end up as a strangers.
I love you guys so much, Ahda, Oce,
Leri, Eca, Lisa.
I wish we’d never be strangers no matter
if we meet 10 or 30 years from now, okay? :’(
